I get sad some days. I've had a great day. Worked at the shop, sold lots of stuff, faffed about this afternoon, had a nice dinner, but then something will remind me of something else and I think: "What the hell?"
I'm sitting outside, reading a great book, having a lovely quiet time, but it's not what should be happening. This is not how it is meant to be. Everything will be OK but by goodness, it's time for the good times to begin.